A Day

Today was unreal. It did start out ok, but by 9 a.m. it went downhill and I was beginning to wonder again what I am doing and where I am at in my life. I have been given a ton more responsibilities at work and I have been weeding out all the items that were left over from the move to the new building. I have no earthly clue if the stacks of papers will ever disappear.

I am desperately trying to get us back on line with Gradequick and Edline but the proverbial, being on hold for 20 minutes waiting for a tech support person to walk me through getting the all important link put on my desktop so I can be "command center" for uploading to Edline and Gradequick was a major task alone. Before I knew it, 7 people were waiting in the office needing help and it was 5 minutes to carpool and my hair was once again on fire.

I left the office just shaking my head. I seem to come home with no drive for doing anything these days. Pancakes and Little Debbie's were dinner. Wow, great for the waistline. It is a wonder I have gained 7lbs.

I heard a friend once say that he hated his job so much, he would get up everyday hating it. I believe I am at this point in my life. I used to love what I do, I don't anymore. I am waiting for that Still Small Voice to come back and show me what to do before I walk away for good.